I kinda forgot to explain the last text post, That was the morning I got engaged. I mean I knew she would say yes, but it was still the most terrifying moment of my life like my knees were shaking and ten billion thoughts ran through my head and holy hell. I finally managed to pluck up the courage and she said yes, My parent’s have been so supportive and I think they see me as a grown up now which is so weird.
Also I’m going to Leeds college, I’m doing software development, but I actually signed up for advanced computer programming, apparently it’s the same just called software development. I think I’ll still tell people advanced computer programming because I sound clever. It seems okay so far, I’ve not been doing much work on my business due to a mix of my depression and pure lazyness. Although I have started to pick things up again and I think it’ll be a lot less daunting soon.
Oh and becuase of my head injury, I keep getting migraines, not little poxy headaches, full on I can’t move due to the pain and vomiting. Each one lasts about 8 hours. Oh and they happen quite frequent now, about once a week, although I’ve had 4 in one day before. Although I know what causes most of my migraines so I can reduce them. Things like the sun, general brightness, exercise, reading etc. I was very sad I couldn’t read my J.R.R Tolkien collection anymore, until I discovered audiobooks :D. Holy hell I have nearly all my collection in words it’s so good.
Also Disney themed party next weekend halfway across the country (I’m going as an evil Woody because all my cowboy stuff is black) with some old friends and I can’t wait i’m so excited :D and I finished my folk punk jacket :D and I’m growing a goatee and it looks great so far :D
So that’s the update a few people will read, I just felt like sharing these happenings and let everyone know that things are good. Probably the best they’ve ever been in my life. There’s hope for you young’uns yet!
Stay happy okay!
DOES ANYONE ELSE MAKE SCENARIOS IN THEIR HEAD OF THEM DATING SOMEONE AND HAVING THE PERFECT RELATIONSHIP AND DOING CUTE COUPLE THINGS WITH THAT PERSON BECAUSE ME 24/7
did you ever become friends with someone so beautiful? and then they started telling you about the douchebags in their lives that did horrible things to them, like cheat and lie. and the only thing running through your mind is “who would ever want to hurt someone like you?”
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